Monday, October 30, 2006

It is in silence when we can truly reflect on what is happening to us. After a series of whirlwind events, it is only now that I came to realize why such things happen to me,,, a product more of reason than destiny, siguru pin,,, ini talaga ing para kaku…

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At first masakit, no to hear your name being called to receive such recognition but then I learned how to accept such pain with humility and honor parin. Knowing that what I did was my best, I should no longer stain my heart anymore than what I did. I still thank god for giving me the wonderful opportunity to bond with other people and ofcourse the chance to prove my worth once again. Although, it didn’t end in a fairy tale for me.. it’s a wonderful experience I would forever cherish.

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Sa last intrams namen for the last year in highschool sobrang nag-enjoy ako.. although mayroong glitches and everything,,, at least natupad and 2 goals ko for this intrams…. First, and matalo si ann Vasquez.. hehe… eversince kasi freshmen years till nung mga juniors kame eh palagi nalang nia ako naiisahan. And now, for the grand finale,, natalo ko siya in a super fierce and punong puno ng tension na game… eto palang game namen with them was DIRTIEST game that I ever played sa playing history ko. Basta, im not elaborating na pero yellow and red team.. you KNOW what im talking about! Nga pala.. eto nalang comment ko : CHEATERS NEVER WIN… haha pero sobrang nasasad na ako nung awarding na… un nga… the last… and after that katulad na kami ng mga alumni na kumukuha ng gate pass para makapasok… ouch! But it’s the sad reality :( second pala was to make it sa final battle.. yes we did arrived but kasi imbes na 10 mins. Yung quarter eh naging 7 mins. Nalang kaya ayun… haay.. sayang… but it was a great game kahit na medyo biased na naman.. nag enjoy nalang… it was MY LAST GAME SA HIGHSCHOOL. Yeah parang million times ko ng sinasabi yun. Haha.. basta I hate red team! Basketball boys… kitang kita naman na tinutulak ni aljon si melvern pero walang tumatawag ng foul!! UNFAIR TALAGA!! Boo jonas!! I thought we were friends!! Huhuh.. bute nalang nalampaso ng yellow ang red sa volleyball boys.. twice to beat ang red kaya nga twice silang na beat!! HAHAHAAHAHHA… bute nga..!

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sus,, nagtest kami sa UST non noh and usapan was 5:00 am. Tama ba naming dumating si wen ng 5:30 haay,,, pero naku muntikan ng sumulapo yung van sa bilis ng speed namen kaya by quarter to 7 eh nandun na kami.. sobrang punong-puno ng tao ha. Oiun edi I joined the long line na,, nawala pa ako… odd ang room no. ko but I ended up going sa mga even numbered rooms. Hay tangang jacq talaga. Well yun nga, edi pumasok na sa loob ng rooms.. there were 2 aircons and 2 ceiling fans na nakaon and naka 26 yata yung lamig ng aircon kaya sobrang lamig na lamig talaga ako!! Brrr… namanhid na ata yung kamay ko. Ouin ulet, start na,,, mayroon akong katabing Koreans on either side of me,,, ahayy,,, ang lucky noh!! Pero wrong,,, sobrang bagal pumick up ng instructions!! 4 by 4 sila!! Ayun.. yung test ok lang, parang seatwork… haha dyanang tas di ako makakapasa nian eh!!haha,, tas pupunta dapat kami sa rob galleria eh ang layo pala nun! Nag sm san lazaro nalang kami. At ang mahal ng taxi ha!! Parang lalagnatin ako nun!! Haha. Napagod kami sa kakalibot sa sm tas akala pa namen walang food court. Pero diba imposible naming walang food court sa sm? Diba? Haha tas nag national bookstore kame.. dun kame for like 3 hours? Nakibasa ng libre sa mga magazing bukas (hmm… pwede kaya talagang buksan yun?) tas yun… tas I helped odie picked the perfect shade (the perfect shade) for the ballroom the next day kasi wala SIYANG SENSE OF FASHION totoo lang. haha tas yun may nasira pa akong mannequin tanong nio nalang kayna wengalurch.. haha tas balik USTE na.. taxi na naman ulit haay!! Tas hinahanap namen yung swimming pool, di namen Makita tas nakita namen sakto si Justine.. ang bilis niyang natapos… ahehhe tas yun libot ulit ng mga 3x sa uste na napakahaba tsaka nagdecide na kumain sa mcdo. Ayun,balik ulit kami.. tas yun, naghanap na kami ng bus.. whoohoo din amen Makita yung victory liner!! Natatakot na nga si Justine eh tas kung saan lang pala kame pumasok.. doon din kame tatawid ulit!! Haay tanga tanga talaga!! Tas nakipagpatintero kami sa mga humaharurot na kotse and finally nasa terminal na kami… lahat kame ay hinihingal tas pinagpapawisan ng malamig.haha tas alam nio may seating arrangement!! At ako ang walang katabi.. maiyak iyak nga ako eh..! bute nalang katext ko si gem na kanina nung nasa ust kame eh pinipilit akong pumunta sa gyn para makita ang kanyang dorm hahahahah! Oiun.. haay salamat natapos din ang kwentong toh!

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haay,, confused din ako ngayon about my feelings for 2 persons. Basta parang I like this boy tas gusto ko din yung brother niya. Tas yun.. both are so sweet naman to me… lagi silang nandyan for me but the problem is may isang guy na nagsabi ng I love you sakin pero wala naman siyang ginagawa! Tas he’s leaving na for the states.. eh gulo noh?? Parang walang connection.. eh basta yun nay un. Si mr. Antonio nalang,, uy may pekture nia ako!! www.thebitchgurl.multiply.com dali click na to see him!!

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