Ersatz, dictionary and grand ball
---------------I just finished reading “a series of unfortunate events” by lemony snicket. Of course I won’t tell details and spoilers but the book is guaranteed to be a good read.
And let me tell you why.
*you won’t have a problem understanding foreign words since the book doubles as a dictionary. For example, café salmonella was not just a restaurant, but a theme restaurant that simply means a restaurant with food and decorations that follow a certain idea. see? So there’s no reason for you not to understand it then.
*the plot and turn of events is as hilarious as it can be.
*it shows you that life will not always be kind especially to good people. You would always be asked to go an extra mile from your expectations. To go a notch higher. I think that’s very well true.
Well on the party side,. our recently concluded ball was a bomb!!...
And let me again tell you why.
*I was with great people.
*I dirty danced with a teacher haha.
*I slow danced with a person I never imagine I can dance with.
*everyone had a great time
*the food was (surprise!) delicious…
*teachers were very lenient.
*great music
*my pumps went that “extra mile”
*lots of steal shots
*a night to remember
I would like to thank Mrs. Leonida Licup, my great mom, for fixing me and making me look so much prettier that night.
To my cousin ,jhing, for the beautiful ball dress she helped me sourced.
Psalms, thanks for the wonderful night. Special mention goes to najee, ryan kim and bobidee who almost entered into a fight that night.
Time to plan the next grad ball.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Friday, February 24, 2006
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Uy, nagbasa ako ng mga blog.
Mga isang oras akong nakatulala sa harap ng ty screen ko at nakanganga sa mga entries na nasa harap ko.
Wala lang. ang aksyon kasi.
May tungkol sa past nila, sa mga ex, sa school at yung pinaka common eh yung “how was my day shit?” haha. How pathetic. Wala na bang makikinig sa mga boring nilang kwnto na “ay, si ganito ganyan” or “alam mo ba na si blah blah blah..” kaya nasa blogger, xanga, livejournal, myspace or friendster sila? Kinakausap pa nga nila minsan yung sarili nila doon. Haha. What’s wrong with the world mama? People acting like they got no BRAINS mama. Fuck. Aydana yung ibang blog pa nga mayroon tungkol sa pagkain nila sa cafeteria for the billion time. Gaad. Wala na ba silang ibang maisulat? Parang napacommon na ang pagkain (syempre) at sa cafeteria gawin to o canteen. Mas astig sana kung kumain ka kasabay ng bio teacher mo habang nagdidiscuss ng cells at may demo pang kasama o kaya kumakain ka sa loob ng teacher’s lounge habang nagbibihis sila. Diba mas exciting isulat yun? Diba? Diba? Oo. Im right haha im soo funny. See? Natawa ako. Naiihi na ako sa sobrang tawa.
Isa pa, hindi ko magets ang mga tao na panay ang lagay ng pictures sa blog. I mean napaka narcissus naman non. Ano ka? Salamin na kahit saan meron o political media? Ngek. Cheeseball! Kung gusto mo ng outlet ng mga pacute mong pictures, bili ka nalang ng potoalbum. O kaya fwendster, dun ka magpaulan ng mga litrato mong pangsqwat sa langaw. Di naman mahal ang potoalbum, naawa naman ako sayo kung di ka makabili. Pero tangina, bat nakakapaginternet ka? Gago! Ulul!! Haha. Dana im talking to myself. Earth to Jacqueline!!!
Napansin niyo baa ko? Kung ganon ako ay successful dahil nagpapapansin ako. Haha. Foony!!!
Rawwww.
Postscript: id explain my current song sana kaya lang pota tamad na ako at inaantok. Next entry nalang, alam nio naman…. Im such a loser for updating this blog so often. “L”
Current mood: ranting
Current song: yung sa kotex commercial, yung si denniz yung may period!
Mga isang oras akong nakatulala sa harap ng ty screen ko at nakanganga sa mga entries na nasa harap ko.
Wala lang. ang aksyon kasi.
May tungkol sa past nila, sa mga ex, sa school at yung pinaka common eh yung “how was my day shit?” haha. How pathetic. Wala na bang makikinig sa mga boring nilang kwnto na “ay, si ganito ganyan” or “alam mo ba na si blah blah blah..” kaya nasa blogger, xanga, livejournal, myspace or friendster sila? Kinakausap pa nga nila minsan yung sarili nila doon. Haha. What’s wrong with the world mama? People acting like they got no BRAINS mama. Fuck. Aydana yung ibang blog pa nga mayroon tungkol sa pagkain nila sa cafeteria for the billion time. Gaad. Wala na ba silang ibang maisulat? Parang napacommon na ang pagkain (syempre) at sa cafeteria gawin to o canteen. Mas astig sana kung kumain ka kasabay ng bio teacher mo habang nagdidiscuss ng cells at may demo pang kasama o kaya kumakain ka sa loob ng teacher’s lounge habang nagbibihis sila. Diba mas exciting isulat yun? Diba? Diba? Oo. Im right haha im soo funny. See? Natawa ako. Naiihi na ako sa sobrang tawa.
Isa pa, hindi ko magets ang mga tao na panay ang lagay ng pictures sa blog. I mean napaka narcissus naman non. Ano ka? Salamin na kahit saan meron o political media? Ngek. Cheeseball! Kung gusto mo ng outlet ng mga pacute mong pictures, bili ka nalang ng potoalbum. O kaya fwendster, dun ka magpaulan ng mga litrato mong pangsqwat sa langaw. Di naman mahal ang potoalbum, naawa naman ako sayo kung di ka makabili. Pero tangina, bat nakakapaginternet ka? Gago! Ulul!! Haha. Dana im talking to myself. Earth to Jacqueline!!!
Napansin niyo baa ko? Kung ganon ako ay successful dahil nagpapapansin ako. Haha. Foony!!!
Rawwww.
Postscript: id explain my current song sana kaya lang pota tamad na ako at inaantok. Next entry nalang, alam nio naman…. Im such a loser for updating this blog so often. “L”
Current mood: ranting
Current song: yung sa kotex commercial, yung si denniz yung may period!
Shoe shopping
----------------why are decent shoes in shortage today huh?!! I was going to buy shoes for the coming ball of ours and when I got tot his bazaar, there was nothing but trash. Forgive me but that is what those stores there epitomize. (it was my first time to go here since I didn’t have much time left to go to galle.)
Come on, don’t you have better sources or supplier???! Grrrrr….
Anyways, I still managed to buy one. This time I went to rob galle na. It’s a silver sling back from Le Donne. Not too high and not too kitty heeled, in other words… PERFECT.
Now if I just know how to fix my hair.
----------------why are decent shoes in shortage today huh?!! I was going to buy shoes for the coming ball of ours and when I got tot his bazaar, there was nothing but trash. Forgive me but that is what those stores there epitomize. (it was my first time to go here since I didn’t have much time left to go to galle.)
Come on, don’t you have better sources or supplier???! Grrrrr….
Anyways, I still managed to buy one. This time I went to rob galle na. It’s a silver sling back from Le Donne. Not too high and not too kitty heeled, in other words… PERFECT.
Now if I just know how to fix my hair.
Monday, February 20, 2006
My first love
………well im in a super honest mode today. Please exonerate!
My first love was back then in 1999. I was uhm N yrs. Old (I wont divulge the real age goodness) but all I can say is that I was way too young for love then.
He was your typical guy, tall dark and well not really that handsome but to me he was my idea of Mr. Right. My own version of prince charming. He was my service mate so I had the opportunity to ogle at him everyday before and after classes. I observed how he talk, laugh, play and every verb you can imagine here and I wouldn’t care less. He was perfect and that was all to me. It was true love for me.
But then, fairy tales do end in sad finale, such is my fairy tale. He started going out with a girl (a good friend of mine) and finally blossomed into something else. I wouldn’t elaborate on what I feel then because that is so past but one thing I will always remember is that 4 years after my first love, I haven’t gotten over him.
I may have lead a different life then, had other great loves but I will always love to go back to the time of tall dark and not so handsome but kindhearted guy and feel the sugar rush over and over again.
Current mood: uhm,, sugar full
Current song: you are my first romance! :)
………well im in a super honest mode today. Please exonerate!
My first love was back then in 1999. I was uhm N yrs. Old (I wont divulge the real age goodness) but all I can say is that I was way too young for love then.
He was your typical guy, tall dark and well not really that handsome but to me he was my idea of Mr. Right. My own version of prince charming. He was my service mate so I had the opportunity to ogle at him everyday before and after classes. I observed how he talk, laugh, play and every verb you can imagine here and I wouldn’t care less. He was perfect and that was all to me. It was true love for me.
But then, fairy tales do end in sad finale, such is my fairy tale. He started going out with a girl (a good friend of mine) and finally blossomed into something else. I wouldn’t elaborate on what I feel then because that is so past but one thing I will always remember is that 4 years after my first love, I haven’t gotten over him.
I may have lead a different life then, had other great loves but I will always love to go back to the time of tall dark and not so handsome but kindhearted guy and feel the sugar rush over and over again.
Current mood: uhm,, sugar full
Current song: you are my first romance! :)
Queries and Riposte
?Napaiyak ka ba ng kalaro mo?
>>>ako ang nagpapaiyak
?What turns you on
>>>character and effortless hotness?Lina-lock nyo ba ang bahay nyo sa gabi? >>>yep.
?nagco-commute kaba?
>>>oo naman.?Ilang beses mo nang nabagsak celphone mo?
>>>I don’t :)?Ano ang mas madalas mo pindutin: Delete orBackspace?
>>>backspace!?Raincoat, umbrella o sugod sa ulan?
>>>when with someone, umbrella but all alone sige sugod!?sometimes you hate cellphones because___?
>>>they need load?
?Paano mo patayin ang ipis?
>>>squash them off until the green comes out ?Anong una mong pinupuntahan sa mall?
>>>none, I just wonder all around… Nahulog ka na ba sa Stairs?
>>> no, not yet. Tripped pede pa?Msg mo sa mahal mo?
>>>putangina mo!! J.o.?gano ka ka-loyal?
>>>hanggang sa magsawa ako.?Naiilang ka ba pag ikaw lang ang kumakain atnakatingin lang ang mga kasama mo?
>>>ah, depends kung gusto ka nilang kainin o gusto nilang kainin kinakain mo ?Bakit may mga taong manhid?>>>you just can’t accept what they have for you
?pano ka magalit?
>>>uhm.. weird! I shout and cuss and throw things (a lot of them) ?nagmumura ka ba sa harapan ng magulang mo?
>>> yes! ?Anong Maganda/Masarap Gawin sa Outing w/Barkada?
>>>talk, picture, chat, bond, whatever seems fun doing thenn?akanganga ka ba pag natutuLog?!? o haLf-cLosed ang mata?
>>>tulo laway eh.?How was your 2005 Summer?
>>>cool ?sinu-sino mga pics sa wallet mo?
>>>myself and some friends?How long was your longest telebabad?
uhm… 6-7 hours I guess… that was a long time ago eh?Sino unang nagbababa ng phone, ikaw o ungkausap mo?
>>>ako usually kasi I fall asleep and leave them talking by themselves.
?Gaano ka kalakas uminom?
>>>depends on what to drink, I can gulp down 5 straight bottles of c2
?Ano ang ginagawa sa kaibigang taksil?
>>>kill them and leave their body rotting on earth.
?Alam mo ba ang adidas pero hindi shoes?
>>>yep, yung food
?Ano ang pangarap mo nung bata ka?
>>>be a very rich doctor someday
?Paano magexplain and teacher mo sa math?
>>>dinig hanggang zamboaga
?Masaya ka ba kapag nasasaktan ang kaaway mo o naawa ka?
>>>I feel victory hahaha!
?Nadapa ka na?
>>>yes, lots of childhood scars to prove
?Napaiyak ka ba ng kalaro mo?
>>>ako ang nagpapaiyak
?What turns you on
>>>character and effortless hotness?Lina-lock nyo ba ang bahay nyo sa gabi? >>>yep.
?nagco-commute kaba?
>>>oo naman.?Ilang beses mo nang nabagsak celphone mo?
>>>I don’t :)?Ano ang mas madalas mo pindutin: Delete orBackspace?
>>>backspace!?Raincoat, umbrella o sugod sa ulan?
>>>when with someone, umbrella but all alone sige sugod!?sometimes you hate cellphones because___?
>>>they need load?
?Paano mo patayin ang ipis?
>>>squash them off until the green comes out ?Anong una mong pinupuntahan sa mall?
>>>none, I just wonder all around… Nahulog ka na ba sa Stairs?
>>> no, not yet. Tripped pede pa?Msg mo sa mahal mo?
>>>putangina mo!! J.o.?gano ka ka-loyal?
>>>hanggang sa magsawa ako.?Naiilang ka ba pag ikaw lang ang kumakain atnakatingin lang ang mga kasama mo?
>>>ah, depends kung gusto ka nilang kainin o gusto nilang kainin kinakain mo ?Bakit may mga taong manhid?>>>you just can’t accept what they have for you
?pano ka magalit?
>>>uhm.. weird! I shout and cuss and throw things (a lot of them) ?nagmumura ka ba sa harapan ng magulang mo?
>>> yes! ?Anong Maganda/Masarap Gawin sa Outing w/Barkada?
>>>talk, picture, chat, bond, whatever seems fun doing thenn?akanganga ka ba pag natutuLog?!? o haLf-cLosed ang mata?
>>>tulo laway eh.?How was your 2005 Summer?
>>>cool ?sinu-sino mga pics sa wallet mo?
>>>myself and some friends?How long was your longest telebabad?
uhm… 6-7 hours I guess… that was a long time ago eh?Sino unang nagbababa ng phone, ikaw o ungkausap mo?
>>>ako usually kasi I fall asleep and leave them talking by themselves.
?Gaano ka kalakas uminom?
>>>depends on what to drink, I can gulp down 5 straight bottles of c2
?Ano ang ginagawa sa kaibigang taksil?
>>>kill them and leave their body rotting on earth.
?Alam mo ba ang adidas pero hindi shoes?
>>>yep, yung food
?Ano ang pangarap mo nung bata ka?
>>>be a very rich doctor someday
?Paano magexplain and teacher mo sa math?
>>>dinig hanggang zamboaga
?Masaya ka ba kapag nasasaktan ang kaaway mo o naawa ka?
>>>I feel victory hahaha!
?Nadapa ka na?
>>>yes, lots of childhood scars to prove
Friday, February 17, 2006
Im listening to hale right now.
I must admit they are pretty good, inspite of the rumors plaguing them.
Broken sonnet is my favorite track. Well from the title itself you’d get the meaning right. That is if you have sense!
…………..anyways I love the song………………
I want to spend every possible time here on earth with that one-person special to me.
“I’ll concede on the line of this song of melancholy”
I always hate to tell what I really feel since it always yields unfavorable results. Gloom and sadness envelops me as the day went on. It feels like floating but in reality, I wasn’t and there’s no possible way how can that happen.
“I don’t care what they say…what they do”
“Cause tonight, I’ll leave my fears right behind”
Life constantly moves for you to be able to do something. It gives you your purpose and meaning in life. Precisely, what is the purpose of life and how sure you are that life is thinking in the same way too?
“I’ll be right at your side…lie down right next to me and I’ll never let go”
Tears are falling from eyes, but they are not mine. I see facades of people rushing and running through an end. However, when they reach it, they find themselves in a bigger tunnel. More loopholes arise and the pain never left.
“Still, I see tears from your eyes, maybe im not just the one for you”
I must admit they are pretty good, inspite of the rumors plaguing them.
Broken sonnet is my favorite track. Well from the title itself you’d get the meaning right. That is if you have sense!
…………..anyways I love the song………………
I want to spend every possible time here on earth with that one-person special to me.
“I’ll concede on the line of this song of melancholy”
I always hate to tell what I really feel since it always yields unfavorable results. Gloom and sadness envelops me as the day went on. It feels like floating but in reality, I wasn’t and there’s no possible way how can that happen.
“I don’t care what they say…what they do”
“Cause tonight, I’ll leave my fears right behind”
Life constantly moves for you to be able to do something. It gives you your purpose and meaning in life. Precisely, what is the purpose of life and how sure you are that life is thinking in the same way too?
“I’ll be right at your side…lie down right next to me and I’ll never let go”
Tears are falling from eyes, but they are not mine. I see facades of people rushing and running through an end. However, when they reach it, they find themselves in a bigger tunnel. More loopholes arise and the pain never left.
“Still, I see tears from your eyes, maybe im not just the one for you”
THEOREMS AND WHYS???
Totoo lang, naiinis ako ngayon at ang nakakabaliw ditto eh sa walang dahilan ang pagmumukmok ko. Ewan, ganun nalang walang raging feeling sa aking puso o isip at katawan.
Napakafaraway ng aking utak sa katawan. Even though it tries to catch up, I know…it can never outrun much more keep up with it. Am I depressed? Maybe,,, I guess so
Theorems are fun pala. Geometry kami ngayon with gemma tas may test kami sa chemistry. Pota wala pa akong magets. Tas may project ako sa social at reporting sa Filipino at history nyeta wala akong visual. Tas psychology pa tas term paper. Fak! March 01 ang deadline nito. Tas chapter one palang ang tapos namen! Tas yung science investigatory namen wala pang nangyayari. March early week din ang cut-off date. Oral defense pa shet. Terror clasp now its razor like pincers around my neck, choking me… aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Bakit ang teachers march ang gustong date ng submission? Tas hindi pa sila masasayahan kasi gagawin nilang sabay sabay lahat ng mga requirements. Putragis.
Current mood: nahihilo at nagpapalito
Current song: ano ba naman ito diba?
Totoo lang, naiinis ako ngayon at ang nakakabaliw ditto eh sa walang dahilan ang pagmumukmok ko. Ewan, ganun nalang walang raging feeling sa aking puso o isip at katawan.
Napakafaraway ng aking utak sa katawan. Even though it tries to catch up, I know…it can never outrun much more keep up with it. Am I depressed? Maybe,,, I guess so
Theorems are fun pala. Geometry kami ngayon with gemma tas may test kami sa chemistry. Pota wala pa akong magets. Tas may project ako sa social at reporting sa Filipino at history nyeta wala akong visual. Tas psychology pa tas term paper. Fak! March 01 ang deadline nito. Tas chapter one palang ang tapos namen! Tas yung science investigatory namen wala pang nangyayari. March early week din ang cut-off date. Oral defense pa shet. Terror clasp now its razor like pincers around my neck, choking me… aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Bakit ang teachers march ang gustong date ng submission? Tas hindi pa sila masasayahan kasi gagawin nilang sabay sabay lahat ng mga requirements. Putragis.
Current mood: nahihilo at nagpapalito
Current song: ano ba naman ito diba?
……………..^
Im currently munching on fish crackers.
Nothing’s new though, I’ve been doing since morning which continued till late afternoon until now.
I heard blue moon a while ago. My friend was very oblivious that I cried at that movie. (right in the cinema! I was actually bawling in my seat as I tried to hide streams of tears and colds under the control of my jollibee tissue)
I’m doing my review of related literature in my research and so far, im losing my patience in it. Honestly. This stuff is very problematical, phew! and might I say that our teacher is LEAST HELPFUL in this class.
Current mood: bloated and piffy and guzzler :)
Current song: gunita ko’y ikaw habang nahihimlay
Im currently munching on fish crackers.
Nothing’s new though, I’ve been doing since morning which continued till late afternoon until now.
I heard blue moon a while ago. My friend was very oblivious that I cried at that movie. (right in the cinema! I was actually bawling in my seat as I tried to hide streams of tears and colds under the control of my jollibee tissue)
I’m doing my review of related literature in my research and so far, im losing my patience in it. Honestly. This stuff is very problematical, phew! and might I say that our teacher is LEAST HELPFUL in this class.
Current mood: bloated and piffy and guzzler :)
Current song: gunita ko’y ikaw habang nahihimlay
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Wag mo ng itanong sa akin Hika ang inabot koNang piliting sumabay sa'yoHanggang kantoNg isipan mong parang SweepstakesAng hirap manaloNgayon pagdating ko sa bahayIbaba ang iyong kilayAyoko ng ingay [REFRAIN]:Huwag mo nang itanong sa akinDiko rin naman sasabihinHuwag mo nang itanong sa akinAt di ko naiisipin 2.Field trip sa may pagawaan ng lapisAy katulad ng buhay natinIsang mahabang pilaMabagal at walang katuturanEwan ko Hindi ko alamPuwede bang huwag na langNatin pag-usapan [REFRAIN]Huwag mo nang itanong sa akinDiko rin naman sasabihinHuwag mo nang itanong sa akinAt di ko naiisipin Ewan ko Hindi ko alamPuwede bang huwag na langNatin pag-usapan Huwag mo nang itanong sa akinDiko rin naman sasabihinHuwag mo nang itanong sa akinAt di ko na iisipin Huwag mo nang itanong sa akinDiko rin naman sasabihinHuwag mo nang itanong sa akinAt di ko na iisipinHuwag mo na...Huwag mo na...Huwag mo na... :)
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Feb. 10
10 Minutes of Fame with Me
School: Holy Family Academy
Name: Ma. Jacqueline Licup
Birthday: March 14
Course:
Year: 3rd
Height: 5’5
Motto: struggle is nature’s way of strengthening
Single or in a relationship: Single
Favorite subjects: Anything that has to with humanities or communication
Favorite books: Davinci code, The Alchemist, The Little Prince, Veronica Decides to Die, Tuesdays with Morris and The road less traveled. I love books :)
Favorite musicians: sponge cola! And most of the opm artist today. Also Green day, Fall out boys, cold play and Maria Carey.
Celebrity crushes: yael and yan yuzon. Brad pitt and Chad Michael Murray in actors.
Finish the sentences>
>I am special because I don’t change for the sake of others. I am who I am, take it or leave it.
>The youth shouldn't take drugs because drugs put an end to a good future.
>When I go to McDonald's I usually order chicken burger meal with large fries and caramel sundae.
Questions>
>what do you think are the current problems plaguing the country? The country is full of corrupt officials who did nothing but to hinder progress.
> What do you think you and your fellow youth can do to solve the problems you've mentioned? Espouse our moral values and build our education. It is only possible if we becomes apologist of what is the truth and stand by it.
>If you were given a chance to speak with Pres. Arroyo, what issues would you discuss with her? Poverty. This issue has been passed from presidents to presidents yet nothing has happened to entirely obliterate it.
> What're your extra-curricular activities? I write for our school paper and help in the school plays. I play basketball but stopped due to paucity in time so I just now cheer in the background. And I also dance [social] for our school programs.
> How did you overcome shyness? Im by nature an assertive person. I’ve never been shy :) I guess it’s just in my disposition to be buoyant and jaunty.
10 Minutes of Fame with Me
School: Holy Family Academy
Name: Ma. Jacqueline Licup
Birthday: March 14
Course:
Year: 3rd
Height: 5’5
Motto: struggle is nature’s way of strengthening
Single or in a relationship: Single
Favorite subjects: Anything that has to with humanities or communication
Favorite books: Davinci code, The Alchemist, The Little Prince, Veronica Decides to Die, Tuesdays with Morris and The road less traveled. I love books :)
Favorite musicians: sponge cola! And most of the opm artist today. Also Green day, Fall out boys, cold play and Maria Carey.
Celebrity crushes: yael and yan yuzon. Brad pitt and Chad Michael Murray in actors.
Finish the sentences>
>I am special because I don’t change for the sake of others. I am who I am, take it or leave it.
>The youth shouldn't take drugs because drugs put an end to a good future.
>When I go to McDonald's I usually order chicken burger meal with large fries and caramel sundae.
Questions>
>what do you think are the current problems plaguing the country? The country is full of corrupt officials who did nothing but to hinder progress.
> What do you think you and your fellow youth can do to solve the problems you've mentioned? Espouse our moral values and build our education. It is only possible if we becomes apologist of what is the truth and stand by it.
>If you were given a chance to speak with Pres. Arroyo, what issues would you discuss with her? Poverty. This issue has been passed from presidents to presidents yet nothing has happened to entirely obliterate it.
> What're your extra-curricular activities? I write for our school paper and help in the school plays. I play basketball but stopped due to paucity in time so I just now cheer in the background. And I also dance [social] for our school programs.
> How did you overcome shyness? Im by nature an assertive person. I’ve never been shy :) I guess it’s just in my disposition to be buoyant and jaunty.
Feb 08
Im so stupid…
Alam niyo tama na naman si taena [haha, pasakalye pala sa kanya ko nakuha yung idea sa blog kong ito].
Fuck “what ifs”
Minuret ako nitong mga walang hanggang tanong nito. Tangina. Ilang luha ba ang pumatak dahil dito? Ilang gabi ang di ko tinulugan kakaisip ng mga sagot… at hindi rin naman ako nabigyan talaga ng sagot.
Masakit ang magisip ng ganito. Balet kanyo? Kasi nga naman pinapatay mo lang sarili mo sa mga bagay na tapos na. nagpapakalunod tayo sa isang basong tubig na juice ang laman? Masakit diba? Oo.. napakasakit talaga. At nakakadagdag lang lalo sa paghihirap na dinadaanan. Tapos tayo ang nagsasabi na “ayaw ko na” o “bakit ganito” or “tama na” ang gago noh? Ganun nga siguro ang tao. Adik sa sakit hehe.
"the most painful thing in being is remembering the future, particularly the one you'll never have." –joan of arcadia
kaya ako, haha tama na ang state of pity ko sa sarili. Putchang buhay naman. Ang sagwa, ako ang nagbibigay ng sakit sa sarili ko. Nasaktan na ako ng ibang tao tapos sasaktan ko ulet sarili ko? Hindi ako tanga. Haha. Wish ko lang. Ouch. Eto na ba ang katapusan? Sana…
Im so stupid…
Alam niyo tama na naman si taena [haha, pasakalye pala sa kanya ko nakuha yung idea sa blog kong ito].
Fuck “what ifs”
Minuret ako nitong mga walang hanggang tanong nito. Tangina. Ilang luha ba ang pumatak dahil dito? Ilang gabi ang di ko tinulugan kakaisip ng mga sagot… at hindi rin naman ako nabigyan talaga ng sagot.
Masakit ang magisip ng ganito. Balet kanyo? Kasi nga naman pinapatay mo lang sarili mo sa mga bagay na tapos na. nagpapakalunod tayo sa isang basong tubig na juice ang laman? Masakit diba? Oo.. napakasakit talaga. At nakakadagdag lang lalo sa paghihirap na dinadaanan. Tapos tayo ang nagsasabi na “ayaw ko na” o “bakit ganito” or “tama na” ang gago noh? Ganun nga siguro ang tao. Adik sa sakit hehe.
"the most painful thing in being is remembering the future, particularly the one you'll never have." –joan of arcadia
kaya ako, haha tama na ang state of pity ko sa sarili. Putchang buhay naman. Ang sagwa, ako ang nagbibigay ng sakit sa sarili ko. Nasaktan na ako ng ibang tao tapos sasaktan ko ulet sarili ko? Hindi ako tanga. Haha. Wish ko lang. Ouch. Eto na ba ang katapusan? Sana…
Feb. 05
Mahal mo ba ako?
Oo, ikaw
Ikaw nga ang tinatanong ko. Bakit? May problema ka ba don?
Hindi mo ba ako pwedeng mahalin? Hindi ba? Bakit? Sa anong dahilan at pipiliin mong siya kaysa mahalin ako?
Dahil ba sa itsura? Sa ugali? Sa estado sa buhay? Ano ang basehan mo ng pagpili? Bakit ganon ka pumili?
Mahirap ba akong mahalin? Masasaktan ka ba kung pagbibigyan? Minsan lang ako darating sa buhay mo, bat mo palalagpasin ang isang pagakakataon? Baka pagkaalis ko, magsisi ka at pinakawalan mo ako.
Isang pagkakataon lang naman. Malay mo baka…. baka lang naman magtagal at kailanman hindi na tayo magkahiwalay.
Mahal mo ba ako?
Oo, ikaw
Ikaw nga ang tinatanong ko. Bakit? May problema ka ba don?
Hindi mo ba ako pwedeng mahalin? Hindi ba? Bakit? Sa anong dahilan at pipiliin mong siya kaysa mahalin ako?
Dahil ba sa itsura? Sa ugali? Sa estado sa buhay? Ano ang basehan mo ng pagpili? Bakit ganon ka pumili?
Mahirap ba akong mahalin? Masasaktan ka ba kung pagbibigyan? Minsan lang ako darating sa buhay mo, bat mo palalagpasin ang isang pagakakataon? Baka pagkaalis ko, magsisi ka at pinakawalan mo ako.
Isang pagkakataon lang naman. Malay mo baka…. baka lang naman magtagal at kailanman hindi na tayo magkahiwalay.
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